Stormlover10

https://toyhou.se/Deschenchen/characters/folder:4168196

She really needs money rn so please help in any way you can, thank you! ~

Their art is amazing and deserves a lot more attention!!

Please support them in any way you can! ~

https://www.deviantart.com/mysticarapng

Please help a super talented artist!

Their sister needs help to move in with them.

Here are some places that can help donate:

https://ko-fi.com/mystic_ara

Thank you bunches for any help you can do!!

For the longest time since I've been away, I've had.. confusing feelings about one of my past abusers.

Despite all the trauma, all the pain, all the nightmares, etc., I had a weird feeling some days.

I sometimes end up crying because I "miss" him.

Not like, missing someone normally, I still hate him.

It's more like .. I miss being around him for like, unknown reasons ??

It's REALLY hard to explain.

I mean, he literally physically abused me as a child and emotionally and psychologically the rest of the time. FOR. 17. FUCKING. YEARS.

I was so confused and scared and thought something was seriously wrong with me.

I talked to a few people.

They think I have stockholm syndrome.

Mostly due to him being financial support and the love-bombing some days. (mostly referring to gifts when it came to me ; The love-bombing mostly due to a disorder)

I've cried, I've doubted, I've been angry at myself.

I might need therapy for that as well and learning how to deal with it.

This is really hard for me.

I genuinely still believe he wouldn't be nearly as bad with medication and therapy, if at all, honestly.

I appreciate you guys always being there for me. Thank you.

Heyyyy guys.

I'm still on a hiatus.

A bit overwhelmed with stuff.

Not exactly doing bad, it's a long story.

Plus, my fiance' is getting a job, and I want to be there with him during that.

As he made a post about.

It's part time, and at home, but ya.

Also for other more personal reasons.

But I'm getting super proud of myself!

I've been getting motivated again with spiritual stuff, and getting better!!

A lot has been done in my favor! : O

So thank you Universe, thank you Spirit Guides, thank you God, thank you to my deity, and thank you Elements. <3 And anyone else who needs it!

I'm pretty happy with where I am on my path and how it's been affecting my loved ones, too.

I hope you guys are having a good week. : ) <3 Ilysm!!! <33